Welll Hump day welcomed us with a bunch of snow this morning. :(
Global warming is here!- here are some tunes to hopefully cheer up you cold wednesday mood.
1.Empire of the Sun- Walking on a Dream
A fav of mine from a few summers back- glad it's crept back in my life.
2. Soul Decision- Faded.
Ahh a favourite of the late 90's early 00's- this song reminds me of jumping around my room as a young pre-teen dreaming of her life... who knew I would end up here.
3.Douchebag- Matt Musto
A pop-ish song with funny lyrics. Cute cute cute.
4. Horse Outside
A random awkward song... that ,makes nooo sense, but the beat is there.
And there you have my songs for this Wednesday. A mixed bags of genres and ideas... much like my life.
xo
vb.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Start over?
Hi hotties,
Another week another dollar. I'm happy to say I am coming off a high of a great weekend- though that great feeling ended quickly when I fell on the streetcar this morning- doh!
Well soo much for my calming mediated morning-haha. How was your weekend? Hopefully you did at least one thing that made you smile.
Welcoming Monday's with complete sincereness can be difficult but just think- one day closer to another weekend ;) There is always a bright side at the end of the tunnel.
My Mantra for the week is understanding.... hmmmm my thoughts are mixed on that. In some parts of my life, I finally feel at peace and content. Others however have gone started on a roller coaster that I just don't have the heart to work through.
I'm hoping to give more time to this blog-oh blog in the next bit, as I start to come up for air within regards to work projects.
So I hope you continue on the journey with me and sorry for the lack of life in the past month.
xo
vb.
Another week another dollar. I'm happy to say I am coming off a high of a great weekend- though that great feeling ended quickly when I fell on the streetcar this morning- doh!
Well soo much for my calming mediated morning-haha. How was your weekend? Hopefully you did at least one thing that made you smile.
Welcoming Monday's with complete sincereness can be difficult but just think- one day closer to another weekend ;) There is always a bright side at the end of the tunnel.
My Mantra for the week is understanding.... hmmmm my thoughts are mixed on that. In some parts of my life, I finally feel at peace and content. Others however have gone started on a roller coaster that I just don't have the heart to work through.
I'm hoping to give more time to this blog-oh blog in the next bit, as I start to come up for air within regards to work projects.
So I hope you continue on the journey with me and sorry for the lack of life in the past month.
xo
vb.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
I won't let you.
People change, life changes without us even realizing sometimes.
Ever felt like the things you related to the most just don't apply anymore, not because you've grown up or moved on...just pure change.
It just smacks you in the face and everything has shifted.
It feels difficult to say I'm a adult- I realize I am in every sense of the word but I sometimes want to just hide under my parent's wing and feel the shelter.
I've spent so much of my life not only caring what others think but also doing things based on their responses, attitudes and wishes. well fuck it.
It's clear I am the only one that really understands what's going on in my own head, my own heart and feelings.... outside ideas can sway thoughts in a certain direction but I am the only one that can and will do. I know what I want in this life and I should stop looking for outward justification for what I already know is in my grasp.
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables-adele.
vb
Ever felt like the things you related to the most just don't apply anymore, not because you've grown up or moved on...just pure change.
It just smacks you in the face and everything has shifted.
It feels difficult to say I'm a adult- I realize I am in every sense of the word but I sometimes want to just hide under my parent's wing and feel the shelter.
I've spent so much of my life not only caring what others think but also doing things based on their responses, attitudes and wishes. well fuck it.
It's clear I am the only one that really understands what's going on in my own head, my own heart and feelings.... outside ideas can sway thoughts in a certain direction but I am the only one that can and will do. I know what I want in this life and I should stop looking for outward justification for what I already know is in my grasp.
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables-adele.
vb
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Fears of all around.
Ok, I realize I have not been the best blogger lately. Sorry Team- but alas I am back. I promise..
Reflection lately has brought me to this place of questions without answers. Paraphrasing the words from Michael Healey's show last nite Are you Okay. Which by the way- if you have time to see by the end of this weekend, see it.
In a way, he discussed the repetition that is our lives even when we don't realize it. We do thinks, movement, actions, tasks without knowing why or when, we just do. Life is so complicated but can be in some senses brought down to simple tasks of behaviour.
Whoa. I got deep there for a minute. ;)
Lets absorb that for a bit-shall we?
Great. How did that feel? Do you question choices you've made in the past, present or future. Maybe you will never know. That's what life is though right- a series of choices down a path. Much like one of those... make your own adventure books, do you choose option 1 or 2 and where does that lead you to.
I realize choices have led me here, but for what.
Did the 6 year old vb realize what choices she made then and in the future would led her?
Does current me know? Most likely not. Maybe that's the best thing about life? The not knowing. Part of me can't wait to be in my 50's looking back at this time and laughing- at all of it.
Fears and tears are no more.
vb.
Reflection lately has brought me to this place of questions without answers. Paraphrasing the words from Michael Healey's show last nite Are you Okay. Which by the way- if you have time to see by the end of this weekend, see it.
In a way, he discussed the repetition that is our lives even when we don't realize it. We do thinks, movement, actions, tasks without knowing why or when, we just do. Life is so complicated but can be in some senses brought down to simple tasks of behaviour.
Whoa. I got deep there for a minute. ;)
Lets absorb that for a bit-shall we?
Great. How did that feel? Do you question choices you've made in the past, present or future. Maybe you will never know. That's what life is though right- a series of choices down a path. Much like one of those... make your own adventure books, do you choose option 1 or 2 and where does that lead you to.
I realize choices have led me here, but for what.
Does current me know? Most likely not. Maybe that's the best thing about life? The not knowing. Part of me can't wait to be in my 50's looking back at this time and laughing- at all of it.
Fears and tears are no more.
vb.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Love ain't always what it seems.
Lots to talk about viewers/readers/friends... but a las today is not the day I have time for all.
Reflection is a task that takes much time... and there is so much more to do.
Make everyday your greatest. Love for all.
Reflection is a task that takes much time... and there is so much more to do.
Make everyday your greatest. Love for all.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Live life for one
Hello World,
Sorry for my hiatus of a few days. Life has gotten in the way and to be honest I wasn't sure what to write about lately. So, a new month begins.. and a new adventure starts.
A had a amazing weekend with my momma. We hit up the Home Show and I made her dinner at home. My brother even dropped by my apartment for a few hours so it was almost like a full family gathering. It was nice to visit with her.. talk through some stuff and just have fun. She left early Sunday morning to pick up my dad from a work weekend and I was on a weird high all day. I baked muffins, watch some tv, did some extra grocery shopping and looked at my life with a slight new outlook.
I haven't felt that happy for no reason at all in quite a while, and damn it felt good. I'm feeling a new chapter coming on.. with some great results.
but more on that one later.
For now... I leave you with adele- someone like you. It's a sad song but beautiful in so many ways.
Love for all.
vb.
Sorry for my hiatus of a few days. Life has gotten in the way and to be honest I wasn't sure what to write about lately. So, a new month begins.. and a new adventure starts.
A had a amazing weekend with my momma. We hit up the Home Show and I made her dinner at home. My brother even dropped by my apartment for a few hours so it was almost like a full family gathering. It was nice to visit with her.. talk through some stuff and just have fun. She left early Sunday morning to pick up my dad from a work weekend and I was on a weird high all day. I baked muffins, watch some tv, did some extra grocery shopping and looked at my life with a slight new outlook.
I haven't felt that happy for no reason at all in quite a while, and damn it felt good. I'm feeling a new chapter coming on.. with some great results.
but more on that one later.
For now... I leave you with adele- someone like you. It's a sad song but beautiful in so many ways.
Love for all.
vb.
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