Human Jukebox

My friends have called me a human jukebox- because I usually have at least 10 songs in my head at one time, but also because sometimes I just bring out the most random hits.  There are times where I'm not even sure where they come from but I always seem to remember the words and the moments that connect me to those hits.

So here are some random songs that have come up lately for me :)

This randomly popped in my head when I awoke this morning, I can recall early high
school days when I listened to a lot of Eve 6... I wonder where they are now?




Who doesn't love Celine... this song is crazy-town but more so for a awkward made for tv movie, my roommmate and I once could not turn off.




NewFound Glory another old high school track- oh man.. how some of my music interests have changed so much, yet have not.



Low-Millions.. a under rated favourite of mine. They had one hit on the radio and a great album. Still in my top 20.




I'm sure people close to me will say there must be a million more up there... but that is for another day.

xo
vb

Slurred at me

If life is all about the lessons then where does that lead you at the end?

One thing I haven't had a moment to mention yet, is that last week I started Weight Watchers. Why? Well other than the fact I need to lose some weight for health, esthetics and to really feel comfortable in my own skin.  Its a interesting program because their idea is you can eat what you want, just with portion control and balance. So I would admit that having the long weekend at home partly derailed the project, though I do think I would have chosen some even worse options if I hadn't been on it. So I dust my feet off and start a new week- updates will be coming.



Time to dance is out ;)



vb

Reality Bites the Dust

Great weekends must come to a end, but I wish they didn't.

I haven't had much time to write because last week felt like the world was crashing around me. Family deaths push you into this awkward situations where nothing really makes sense.  So I chose to not write since anything I did would be depressive and make you all just worry.

I think being in your childhood home makes everything better, surrounded by familiarity, friends you've had for years and the family who knows you better than anyone. Corny dad jokes when he says your his favourite daughter  ( forgetting the fact your his only daughter), rollarblading on a shoreroad path- feeling the wind in your hair and smelling the lake water just beside you and sad goodbyes which leave you sititng on a kitchen counter crying when it's all over.


Summer is here lovelies with its twists and turns.



vb

I'm not in love

I finally did something that I've been holding back on doing for what feels like years. Shutting the door on a time in my past that I would say in some ways defines the person I am today.

Change is good. Change is freedom.

This is goodbye.

Thank you for being a friend.

Gratefulness is the theme of today. Why? Because I'm feeling particularly bitchy today with my upcoming period, lack of sleep, too much rain to even discuss and the feeling of overwhelm at work.

So I'm thankful for a lot in my life and times like this is when I need to remember it. I am lucky to have the BEST parents in the world- though I admit I don't always think so... sorry mom! I am surrounded by friends who are loving and kind and fulfill so many different needs in my life, again even if I don't always think so.

Via: we heart it

I am still learning how to let go in particular with the small stupid things, this is a definite work in progress... sorry world!

I'm thankful that dreams do come true. Especially for one Becky Colon, her Roadtrip with Reason and $5,000 from Pepis Refresh.

So although I'm maybe slightly more irritated than normal and wish I could hide in my bed and watch movies all day, not everything is at bad as it seems.

What can the world open up for you?

xo.
vb