Some people would say I worry too much.... (thanks mom).
I'm learning more and more that life is full of chances/opportunities and misses. It's easy to forget why you are doing something when you are in the thick of it, and sometimes outside help is all you need.
So after a great night with a old friend and a beautiful walk to work.. I've decided one thing.
I won't worry my life away .
On to the next adventure.
vb.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Past, Present, Future.
What a change one day to the next.
Ever feel like you are just stuck and not really sure why? Feelin' low but have no real reason for it. Well I encourage you in those moments to push through- on wards and don't let the little things let you slide.
Over the past few weeks I have found myself- skipping the gym, staying late at work, stressing over small issues and feeling in general like the weight of the world is holding onto my shoulders alone. After having a slight mental breakdown with my mom on the phone and scaring her to death that I was falling deep into depression.... sorry mom!
I took some time and really got to the root of issues:
1. I wasn't voicing my un-happiness clearly.
2. Some challenges cannot be fixed in a day, week or even a month and thats ok.
3. Cutting out gym-time makes everything worse.
4. Forced fun is not so fun.
So I finally got back to my favourite Jam class last nite and within a few seconds of stepping in the room, feeling the beats and dancing to the music.. I could feel old vb coming back/
Let's hope she is here to stay. ;)
vb.
Ever feel like you are just stuck and not really sure why? Feelin' low but have no real reason for it. Well I encourage you in those moments to push through- on wards and don't let the little things let you slide.
Over the past few weeks I have found myself- skipping the gym, staying late at work, stressing over small issues and feeling in general like the weight of the world is holding onto my shoulders alone. After having a slight mental breakdown with my mom on the phone and scaring her to death that I was falling deep into depression.... sorry mom!
I took some time and really got to the root of issues:
1. I wasn't voicing my un-happiness clearly.
2. Some challenges cannot be fixed in a day, week or even a month and thats ok.
3. Cutting out gym-time makes everything worse.
4. Forced fun is not so fun.
So I finally got back to my favourite Jam class last nite and within a few seconds of stepping in the room, feeling the beats and dancing to the music.. I could feel old vb coming back/
Let's hope she is here to stay. ;)
vb.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Blue
Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.
- Oscar Wilde.
If life has taught me anything lately - its don't be surprised when it all goes to shit.
Now there are good days weeks even months and bad ones. I think what's worse is just coasting, not really feeling anything. Taking it day by day with no true reaction.
The ultimate cruise control.
What's worse is realizing you've been in that moment for longer than you knew.
When do demon's take a holiday?
Life brings you lemons, so throw them in the wounds.
When to break free and when to slip into the deep cove of nothing? Slipping farther and farther in.
vb.
- Oscar Wilde.
If life has taught me anything lately - its don't be surprised when it all goes to shit.
Now there are good days weeks even months and bad ones. I think what's worse is just coasting, not really feeling anything. Taking it day by day with no true reaction.
The ultimate cruise control.
What's worse is realizing you've been in that moment for longer than you knew.
When do demon's take a holiday?
Life brings you lemons, so throw them in the wounds.
When to break free and when to slip into the deep cove of nothing? Slipping farther and farther in.
vb.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Weeks all blend together.
You say you love me
Well they feel like words to me
Well this just ain't working
Stop thinking you can run over me
My song of the week: Rihanna- Fading
That's I got this week.
Life, love lost.
xo
vb.
Well they feel like words to me
Well this just ain't working
Stop thinking you can run over me
My song of the week: Rihanna- Fading
That's I got this week.
Life, love lost.
xo
vb.
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